Given Up

Given up
Suspended

between
heaven and hell.

Flying I see
men and women

Forever scrambling
to live and die.

Never looking
up nor down.

Never touching
sky nor star.

Never feeling
pleasure nor pain.

Worshiping idols of
dreams and sand.

Living in worlds of
misery that maims.

Where should I go next?

To the azures
that beckons me up?

Or the abyss
That is pulling me down?

Suspended

I want to stay.

Afraid

to loose my way.

In your hands I want

To surrender

Surrender my
life and death.

Surrender my
body and soul

You choose when to
suspend or suspense.

You choose

If my heart is ready
to surrender

or

suppress.

Please choose.
For I have given up.